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23rd-Nov-2011 03:40 am - Shameless Self-Whoring

I made a blogspot so please check it out and follow! http://kurowonderland.blogspot.com/



Mood: Creative

Music: RUTHLESS DEED by the Gazette

4th-Aug-2011 01:30 pm - Maybe I should update this
Wow...it has been *counts* two months since I updated this baby. Recently, my life have been sucked into Tumblr and all the drama that comes with it.

Sometimes I feel like this fandom is not for me...
Sometimes I wonder why I associate myself with a bunch of disrespectful "fans."

Lately, especially after Aoi deleted his Twitter, I'm becoming more and more irritated by the GazettE fandom (Nothing too surprising). Most of these fangirls always claim that they love and respect the band...but I feel like that in actuality, they're doing the complete opposite. Firstly, with the whole Heresy leakage, it's understandable as to why I am annoyed. The band themselves have stated that they do not want Heresy content being shared. People still don't care and do it anyway...how is that respecting the band that you supposedly love? They always go and try to blame PSC as money hungry...yes, they want money; they're a goddamn COMPANY!

As to Aoi deleting his Twitter: As much as I am upset, I am glad, in a way, that he did because he was always getting harassed on there from fans and haters. After he announces it, a hoard of people started to spam his twitter. If the man is that unsatisfied, why do you fans want him to stay in that situation. Aoi is a 32 year old man; what he does or doesn't do with his life is nobody else's concern. Why can't everyone just respect his decision and stop spamming his mail and/or Ruki's Twitter.
I'm so embarrassed at this fandom...
25th-May-2011 10:24 pm - Free
FINALLY THIS SEMESTER IS OVER~! I'm done with my finals!

But I have to say...that this semester really wasn't so bad. I'm so much happier as a Psychology major than when I was a Business major.
Though, I have come to really dislike other Psych majors...because a lot of them feel like they have to analysis every single thing...and think they are already psychologists >.>

I'm technically a senior next year...but seeing how I recently just changed my major...I probably won't graduate on time. Oh well...>.>

I did a mini photoshoot yesterday and I actually liked how it turned out





Mood: Indifferent
Music: BREAK ME by the Gazette
6th-May-2011 12:36 am - A five month late response...


Watching the introduction for the Nameless Liberty Six Bullets dvd, it
takes me back to that night at Tokyo Dome. That moment my heart
was beating so fast, it felt like my heart was about to burst out of my
chest. I had started crying even before they came out on stage.
Pathetic, huh? I remember holding Jen's hand, both of us shaking
with anticipation to finally see the GazettE live. The emotions
running through my head were indescribable.

Seeing the GazettE live was so much more different and special than
any other concerts I've ever been to. For one, the only other time I 
traveled far for a concert (it was actually Bamboozle) was to New
Jersey, which is only a state away. Never in my wildest dreams did I
think I'd travel so far just to see a band play; when I first started liking
the GazettE...for me, actually seeing them live was just a silly fantasy
that would probably never happen unless they had an American tour
(which I seriously hope they don't because America will ruin them).
The amount of planning the GazettE and their staff had put into that
live was amazing and it showed. To cry and headbang that much all
in one night was, in short, very memorable.

Looking back, all the hard work I had to go through to go to Japan
and finally see my favorite band was worth it. It was worth waking
up at 4AM in the morning to open up the store. It was worth coming
home with the horrid stench of coffee after work. It was worth learning
the names and ingredients to 100 cupcakes. I'd do it all over again if I
had to.

Thank you to Ruki, Uruha, Kai, Reita and Aoi for the best day of my life.
I will never forget it.
またね、ガゼット!あの日のこと,ぜったいにわすれないよ。
 
10th-Apr-2011 01:31 pm(no subject)
I just need to let this out...maybe I'll feel better.

Nowadays I see you around the college campus and I know you see me, but still you do not acknowledge my presence. Is this what seven years of friendship has come to? Are you too embarrassed to even say hi to me in front of your "brothers." What happened to the boy who stood up for me in high school and the one who told his other friends that I'm not as "scary" as I look...What happened to the boy I once thought was the most amazing person ever?
Although I've stopped having those kinds of feelings for you long ago, it hurts that I'm just a nobody to you now. Three years ago...ever since college started and you joined that fraternity, you turned into a whole new person...and I can't stand it. I miss the old you...when you weren't popular...when you were just a nerd in high school.

I'm sorry that I'm not good enough to even be your friend.
11th-Mar-2011 09:54 am - Pray for Japan
It felt like somebody had literally clutched onto my heart when I stepped into my living room today and my dad just stared at me and pointed at the TV. A record-scaling earthquake had hit Japan. First thing I though was "ARE THE GAZEBOYS OKAY?" Maybe that's selfish and stupid of me but I was almost started crying because I was so scared for them.

I was a bit relieved after I saw Ruki had tweeted and all the members of the GazettE are safe.

I have said so before, I'm am not a religious person at all...but at a time like this, please pray for Japan. I hope everyone's holding up okay. 



EDIT: As I was in school today...I realized that I totally forgot about my cousin who is currently stationed in the US Navy base in Sasebo. I hope she's safe.

EDIT2: To keep track of the safety of your favorite J-Rock/VK artists, please check here: daikirai.webs.com/whosok.html

EDIT3: text REDCROSS to 90999 to make a $10 donation to Japan & Pacific tsunami relief
IF YOU CANNOT TEXT, PLEASE VISIT THE RED CROSS WEBSITE TO DONATE! Thank you!


Mood: Scared
Music: [Nothing]
8th-Mar-2011 10:39 pm - Two Lovely Ladies
Because I'm a sapCollapse )


Mood: Touched
Music: Voiceless Fear by the GazettE
28th-Jan-2011 09:32 pm - I'm BACK!
Actually I've been back for more than two weeks and was just too lazy to update this LJ.

But Japan was amazing and the Gazette live was just really overwhelming (I overuse that word, don't I?); I've never cried and headbanged so much in my life.


(Excuse my dorkface)

I'll upload more pictures soon!
I'm so glad to have spent my trip with izumi_luvsjrock & distressedcoma because they are the BEST! I miss them so much! T.T Can't wait to go back to Japan with them in 2 or so years!


Mood: Nostalgic
Music: ANOMIE by Matenrou Opera
14th-Dec-2010 03:49 pm - ONE MORE WEEK!!
Seven more days and I'll be on the plane with izumi_luvsjrock  heading to Japan!

The thought of just...going to a foreign country for the first time is just overwhelming. I'm glad I'll be going with Izumi :D

& I hope she's having a wonderful 22nd birthday right now!

AHHHHH~ I need to pack!

Mood: Restless
Music: Come Back to Me by Utada Hikaru
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